Blog Description

This is really a place for me to express my kinky side to all of those that would like to partake in it. Hopefully, it gives anyone in similar situations inspiration and drive to make things happen.

I know what it was like to feel different and not to have people nearby to talk to about some of it, but eventually you encounter those that help you out and educate you on the world you want to explore. So play safe!

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Reconnecting and looking forward to IA Leather Weekend!

So through my little escapades at the Mr. Midwest Rubber contest, I earned some tickets to the Iowa Leather Weekend!

I have been planning to go, but I was still working out the details and trying to figure out when I would make the trip down and if I would find a roomie, get my own hotel room, or maybe even stay with a local friend.

I was trying to reach out to a few people that I thought were going, and eventually got in touch with a new gear friend and former judge from the contest who lives in MN. He recommended asking the Facebook event group, (which I was eventually going to do, but wanted to see if I knew anyone first), and then remembered that a friend of his was looking for a roomie! The friend was also a fellow Wisconsin-ite so I was excited to talk to them.

The funny part was that we had totally met at IML this year! He was at a contest event and we both were rooting for Mr. Wisconsin (T.C. Hammond) and eventually chatted about being from Wisconsin. In fact, he competed against T.C. and said that doing a competition was a great way to help come out of a shell and open up more to the community!

At this point, attending the IML contest, I was pretty jazzed up and considering trying for some title in my future, but being more into rubber, I planned to run for a rubber title. But basically after talking to him, I decided that I would make it happen this year! This really came around full circle that we could talk and end up planning to share a room at the Iowa Leather Weekend!

So that is on the horizon and I can't wait to just have a good time and explore a new event and meet some new people!

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Video from the Contest!

I'm going to see how this all works, and maybe I will be able to get this to stay on here...but here is a video of part of my performance for the Mr. Midwest Rubber competition posted by the current MIR, or Mister International Rubber, CosmicRoo. Granted the post was via tumblr, so we are all going to find out how that integration works with this post...

I think I am going to get lazy here and just post the click around here. The link is to CosmicRoo's tumblr page, and if you really wanted, I also re-blogged it on mine here. (In case you wanted to see my tumblr)

Maybe in the future I will return and work my "webskillz" to grab the video and have it display...until then, this is what I have.

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

More Mr Midwest Rubber Follow Up!

Really an excuse to post more pictures and thank the various outlets giving me pictures, mainly the Great Lakes Den. I contacted the editor who really hooked me up considering I never really arranged to get any photos at the event. Feel free to read the great article covering the event which includes more pictures...I am going to re-post just a few favorites here... :)

It was a tough competition, and Joe Spaceman beat me out. I can't wait to get my ass down to MIR to cheer him on and hope he takes the International title as well! Check out his Facebook page and support him so he has a travel fund to get to events!

I took part in the raffles the night after to help get him started, but I can only do so much with my pending move out of my apartment and refocus on my finances, especially if I want to make sure I get back down for MIR!

And if anything, I will make my triumphant return to try again either this next year or in a couple...depending on where I am at in life. I would prefer to bring my A-game and be ready to shake up the community to get more rubbery-awareness! :) Hope to finish up my IML part 2 post soon too...sorry for any extended wait!

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Moving on (IML 2014 part 1)

I have been absent for such a long time. I don't think I had really been keeping up for a number of reasons, but after collecting myself for a while, I have decided that I need to keep up with this blog as I originally intended for it to serve as both outreach for those from similar vast nothingness as well as a personal (kinky) memoir.

So I promised an update on IML and this is long overdue.

I am going to follow the usual means of my IML updates and make this a multiparter, so sorry for that in advance. :)

So this year was a big deal, it was my first year going it alone. In the previous years I had been going with cuffsman10, even that very first year when I was still sort of with my ex-gf (shocker for those that didn't back-read!) It was a lot of the same in the sense of finding a place to stay (great roommate from last year who had a spot for me, thanks subboy951!), finding a time to get down and park/store my car (oh the weary traveler issues in a metropolitan area;parking!), and then make sure I take what gear/clothes/food/snacks/drinks/etc. I needed for the weekend away as well.

First night I geared up and hit the lobby, chatting with a variety of people after meeting my roommates for the weekend (subboy951, Gaurence, and lthrguyDC86). I ended up talking to a few new people as well as reconnecting with a buddy Jonathon Switch. It was a great night and although I didn't get into any "trouble" like a bunch of people do at IML, I was very happy with how the night passed!

Day two was a matter of reconnecting with Jonathon and some of his buddies, catching brunch, and then kind of doing my own thing. I have seen the city after this many visits, so I focused on taking a gym break and then gearing up to hit the leather mart. I visited the usual hang outs, checked out the various rubber gear, and dropped by my favorite leather shop, Twin Cities Leather (& Latte). I ran into a variety of people and eventually the night progressed again with a few costume changes until I made it to the Chicago Rubbermen meet up where I mingled into out of town friends with an in town friend. It was a great time and I met a very interesting guy, with a sexy accent and everything...(well, I think there were at least 2-3 sexy accents, but this one was a focus for the weekend.)

Eventually, hit the gear-blast party initially in some football gear, hoping to run into a West-coast buddy, who was damn near impossible to find! In the middle of this I decided that football pads, although super hot, are definitely cumbersome in tight spaces when you don't want to bump people or drinks. I retired the pads and  for the evening (much to my West-coast buddies chagrin.) I ended up finding him maybe 50 minutes afterwards, and I apologized for being less geared, and he did for not being find-able. Oh and I also ran into a storm trooper, which was super awesome! (And a coworker asked if people cosplayed at these things!)

Monday, July 21, 2014

Waiting for feedback...and some updates!

I have been busy with work, but I have also been waiting for some feedback for a few IML stories...

for now I will probably just come back to those.

In other news, I competed for the Mr. Midwest Rubber title this past weekend, and unfortunately took 1st runner up. The guy that won, Joe Spaceman, is a great competitor and I wish him the best this year at MIR! I really hope he ends up getting more travel funds for his rubbery journey, and was lucky enough to take part in a raffle the day after the contest to get some goodies including a pass for MIR this year!

Not only that, I have pretty much be pulled into volunteering this year (not that I wasn't already going to!), so I have that to look forward to as well!

And for even trying to compete, or maybe because I did well enough, I also got passes for the Iowa Leather Weekend (which is from October 10-12th in Des Moines) so I now need to plan some hotel stays or find some buddies to have roommates for that as well!

More updates to come!

If you read this far you get to see some shots of me competing in my rubber jock...

Saturday, June 7, 2014


It has been a month or two and I just thought it would be a reasonable time to say that I am now single.

I ended the 4 year long relationship with Cuffsman10. He is a great guy, but I felt I was holding him back as I didn't share the feelings he had for me equally. I was unsatisfied with my life and I wanted to make changes, it is unfortunate that he was as effected by these choices as he is.

The big change was just to life my life as an individual. I feel there are some that might understand what I am getting at, but it isn't easy to convey to those that don't.

I will probably follow up on this post with an IML run-down, as it was an exciting and new experience to head to as an individual.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Listing those Latex Briefs on eBay, check them out before they are gone!

I threw those Mr. S Rubber Racing Briefs up on eBay. I decided to include a Buy It Now! option, so if you are interested and need them, go for it, otherwise I am starting them reasonably at $19.99. If you have the interest, they are size medium and in good shape and hardly worn. If this ends within time there is a chance this could make it to you before IML time...(maybe?)


Thursday, May 8, 2014

Not-So Recent Rubbery Meet-up (Part 2)

So after that we took a bit of a break from play so I could rest and we could eat something. It was great to just sit there and eat in gear and talk. the only thing that wasn't great was how horny I was...(I mean, it was part of the plan, but just because I wanted it doesn't mean I enjoyed it, or vice-versa...can't be so sure!)

We then took a trip to the dungeon area, I was laid out onto a rubber covered bed, and then secured to the four corners of it. I t was a bit cold, so I was not as riled up, and noticing this, my captor encouraged a gear change into something more covering. I ended up getting into my surf suit and then we layered in a catsuit that he had that happened to fit me quite well.

I was secured in this, and then the dom recommended stepping into this what looked to be webbing/belt-work item. I wasn't exactly sure what was going on so he informed me that it was a vertical suspension harness and I was going to be spending some time hanging around.

After the rigging was situated, I was tormented in my vertical rubbery prison and edged for a while. That while seemed like an eternity, but eventually the eternity ended. I was being brought closer and closer to the edge and the dom said, "I want you to shoot all over for me boy" and when he said that I came all over! I shot a decent load out and it spattered onto the ground in front of me. After reveling in the sensations and calming down, I thanked the dom for allowing me to finally cum.

After all of this, I still had the remainder of the night and the next morning ahead of me! We had a little cool down after this and eventually we retired to bed. I was ushered into a rubbery sleep sack where I would spend my night, and then he was of to sleep in the next room. Within earshot in case I ended up cramping or needing something. I slept alright, was a bit horny from the rubber encasement, but otherwise got decent rest. And in the morning we returned back to the cool dungeon, back to the rubber covered bed where I was secured for a bit longer before we had to go about our separate ways.

Overall it was a great time, and I was invited to come out again. I look forward to spending more time with this dom in the future! That's all for this one, so catch you guys later....if I don't get caught up first!

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Thinking about selling some rubber gear...

So I bought some medium smoke colored latex briefs from Mr. S last year at IML and I really don't wear them. It turns out they sort of just don't catch my unique anatomy comfortably and I think I am also more of a fan of boxer briefs like with regular clothes.

This picture of item from Mr. S, not me wearing them, sorry to break that to you. An auction would include me modeling the briefs of course!)

I am considering selling them on eBay before IML this year, but I am not sure if anyone would care and of the few people that check this out I would like to take a poll using the already established buttons.

If you take a look at the bottom of this and every post there are rating buttons, which I will be using for this post for the next two weeks or so (random cut-off date).

If I should sell them and you wouldn't consider bidding check "hot"
If I should sell them and you would consider bidding check "give me more"
If you don't care or don't think I should sell them check "not my thing"

Thanks in advance.

Monday, March 31, 2014

Recent Rubbery Meetup (Part 1)

I had finally broken my long streak of not getting to play around with people that I had been talking to for a long time by meeting up with a great dude in Northern Illinois. He was into rubber, hoods, bondage, gags, and a lot of other stuff.

The only issue I had was with gags, as I recently developed a retching hyper sensitive gag reflex, which sucks when you like gags as well, which pretty much stops my from being able to do any in mouth gag without eventually dry heaving and have a fit.

But he was a great dominant to understand that I couldn't be gagged, but still arranged for some great rubber and leather hood time.

I am getting a little ahead of myself, basically we arranged to have a weekend where I would come down for the day, stay the night, and then leave the next day. I got in touch, was on my way and got to his place safe and sound. When inside, we talked for a bit, just to re-certify what we wanted to do and then sort of planning out the rest of the days activities. Of course I got into rubber, my latex catsuit, which is showing its wear by the crotch (for some reason :p..), and then was tied to a chair facing his TV. Once fastened down, I was hooded, which had eye-holes, as well as an overall flap that could cover my hooded face and limit my breathing. The outer flap was opened and he played dirty videos while riling me up by playing with my cock.

This is an important time to note that I was request not to cum days before showing up, so I was horny as hell and I was hard as a rock. He worked out a system where I would need to ask permission, but that wouldn't be until later in the day, so if I got close, I would have to tell him that I was close and he would stop...or I would be punished. I didn't want to risk any punishment or disappointment for the first meet, so that drove me crazy while I was dying to just cum from the cock attention.

Well I was edged for a while, and eventually he worked me over really good and I....still didn't get to cum. I was just dying, and he was all over it, he was experienced with his hands and even got some mouth action in there. We exchanged a bit of oral attention and I was eventually let off of the chair to be taken back to a bedroom. Here I was given the task in aiding him in reaching orgasm, all the while teasing me from not getting mine. It was just unfortunate torture as I really was dying to cum and I was experiencing his pleasure with no way to avail myself of my own.

I will follow up with part 2 shortly!

Friday, February 28, 2014


Also, this past month was my birthday month, so I am now a year older! I made it this far...I can't wait to see what lies ahead for me!

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

February Fun and update

It is getting late in the month and I am sure a few of you are like, "Is he going to post this month? He said at least once a month!" The response I have to that is yes. I am right now! :)

I waited a while because the beginning of the month was a little hectic, I got a horrible cold, and I was arranging some things...

I ended up having a great meet-up with a long time chat buddy finally this past weekend, and I have a few shots from it, but I will be waiting to post them until I get them processed and some permission to do so (seeing as I don't like to just use photos someone took!)

For now you can all just imagine what the pictures are of, but don't get your hopes up, I didn't get a lot of them and we took some basic shots, nothing fancy. Key words here would be rubber and bondage, as those are growing to be my main interests as I evolve in my fetish/kinky life.

I also made a rash decision to purchase some rubber from a less-than-appreciate Chinese manufacturer, so I will report back when that arrives in the future as well...(hopefully it all works out and I will give them a glowing review/recommendation.)

Until then, you will just have to hang on my words until I get some photos to grab your visual interest.


Okay, I lied I found some pictures back from December when a buddy came to visit.

It was the first time I had a hands-free orgasm with some light electro-play (which isn't usually something I am comfortable with, so "yay!" for pushing limits!)

Friday, January 10, 2014

Update on the singlets!

So I am sure you all saw the last post, and maybe you checked out those singlets or even bid, but it turns out there was some shady business going on between the bidders on the one, so eBay asked that they be re-listed.

Feel free to check them out (by clicking on the image) again and good luck if you are interested!

Stay tuned for another update, as I am going to keep making them!

Friday, January 3, 2014

New Year, New Resolutions

I am not really making too many resolutions this year, but one of them is to provide an update of some kind at least once per month for this year. I have really been slacking and I feel I probably have a few followers out there, so I will try to keep you interested with more content than the train-wreck from last year.

So to start this off, I have made some new friends, one which is selling some gear on eBay, which I would recommend checking out, there is a limited time on these, but it never hurts to put the word out there:

Here is the buddy modeling the gear too! Click on the pictures to see the auctions, they end quickly, so if you see this too late I am sorry. Stay tuned for more, I am arranging a few play dates and hope to have some dirty things to report back to you all on in the future!

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Sexy Latex on TV

I happened to catch the end of Conan the other night, and I found this which immediately caught my eye...

I like Paramore, they are good and Hayley Williams voice sounds great with their music. But I love it even more when I see her bopping around on stage in latex attire, which I then found pointed out on a site, which you can click the picture below to check out.

Hayley Williams: Latex Polo Shirt & Leggings

Just thought that I would take a moment to report that...hope you enjoy!

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Arranging for Local Pick-up

So, as you all could have seen, I have an eBay account and I sell stuff, and sometimes buy various things. Not everything is kinky, gear, or otherwise related, but this is worthy of this blog for its kinky nature.

To preface this, I talk on and off with people using yahoo messenger, only on and off because sometimes I don't have time to log in for more than a few seconds, or when I do I'm at work, or completing some household tasks like laundry while logged in. Some of my friends and contacts deserve more than that, but I try to re-iterate that they aren't the only ones that don't talk to me, as I don't always interact with my non-online friends with my mis-managed life.

So I have talked to a bunch of people for a while, some years and have never met them. That changed for one of them when I stumbled upon a great set of eBay auctions.

They were for some rubber items and some leather items...GEAR! I needed to get in on that action so I bid and then ended up contacting the user to see if we would know each other or have kinky friends in common as they were in the same state and that immediately flags me when it isn't in the populated cities of my rural state.

This is about all I have to say on the matter, but here is part of something that he typed up for me:

..."He was open enough to give me the screen name he uses, kinkyboinick.  Well I in turn told him my screen name and who I was.  Turns out we had talk several times over the past months and we moved out conversation to IM.

Well we talked about the items and we decided that if he won anything he would come and pick it up from my house and if things clicked we would have some play time.  He did win three of the auctions, leather chaps, latex elbow length gloves and a latex anatomical hood.

We set the Saturday after the auction at noon to meet.  He and I chatted on by text message setting limits and getting to know each other.

Fast forward to Saturday morning.  About 10:30 I got a text that he was on his way.  That is when my butterflies started to kick in.  Everything was set.  The next text came that he was thirty minutes away.  He was right on time, I saw the car drive in the driveway, and next came the knock on the door.
I opened it and saw kinkyboinick.  He was dressed in his street clothes and looking very sexy.
I think we were both nervous at that point.  I welcomed him in and we sat in talked for probably about forty five minutes and got to know each other.  It seemed on both our parts that things were really clicking.
I gave him what he bought and he liked them.  We decided to have a little fun. Kinkyboinick then stripped naked and we decided he would get into his black latex catsuit.

He is six feet tall and has an extremely sexy hot body.  I enjoyed seeing him naked and watching him slip into the suit.  The suit fit him perfectly, like a second skin.  He is a man who wears latex well.  It showed every curve and muscle.

I could tell kinkyboinick was enjoying getting into the suit because his cock was hard and standing erect.  He also put on the elbow length glove and they fit perfectly, which just added to the look of full coverage.
We moved to the bedroom, where I placed leather cuffs on his wrist and ankles and bound him.  Something I found that kinkyboinick really enjoys. We were using the theme of a captured superhero.  Kinkyboinick made an excellent Superhero and I had captured him. (Both of us share this fantasy.)

Kinkyboinick quickly got into the head space as I began massaging his body through the latex suit.  I can only imagine what he was feeling through the thin layer of latex.  He had told me he likes to be touched, and I could tell he enjoyed it.

My massage became focused on his groin area.  Through the suit kinkyboinick had grown rock hard and was totally relaxed with his eyes closed running different scenarios though his head on being a captive superhero.  I opened up the double zip letting his hard cock free from the latex that was keeping it a prisoner.

The massage continued.  I edged the young superhero several times but I could tell that he really wanted to get off.  It did not take long and his body began to convulse and his cock erupted. I pushed him continuing to caress his cock after had his orgasm.  He was very sensitive and tried to get away, but was limited be of his bindings.

After he had recovered I put him into a hogtie. He seemed to enjoy giving up his freedom being bound in this position.  I know I enjoyed watching him and having him in this position, basically helpless.

Once I let him out of the hogtie we sat on the bed and talked more.  We talked about kink, life, friends, events and whatever came up.  Kinkyboinick was so easy to talk to.  I was having a great time not only playing but also just talking.  I am pretty sure Kinkyboinick enjoyed what we did as well and one thing is for sure that all the nervousness was gone on both sides.

Kinkyboinick decided to use the shower to take the catsuit off, as anyone knows that is the easiest way to get it off.  He spent a while in there and admitted he liked the steam retention my shower had.  After the shower he joined me in the living room and we talked a little more.  I know to some this might be boring but it worked for us.  He then tried on the chaps he had bought on the auction.  The fit him perfectly like a nice tight glove.

 I have to admit that I love a hot man in tight leather chaps, and kinkyboinick is definitely a very hot man in and out of chaps.  After all what is not to love with this view…

We then decide for kinkyboinick to put on his latex uniform with sailor front pants and have some more fun or happy time. He looks amazing in this outfit!  We went back to the bedroom again where I locked kinkyboinick up again and proceeded with more massage.  This time kinkyboinick was more sensitive and I edged him several times before he got off.

One of my favorite things was then kinkyboinick asked me if I was enjoying myself and when he told me that I was very good with my massage and he was having a great time!  And I was having the most amazing time, there was a super hot, sexy, kinky guy in latex tied up in my bed with me getting him off what is not to love."

Saturday, July 27, 2013

All work and no play...this happens way too often

So I have been seriously neglecting this blog, I use it to try to catalog my various excursions and play, and hopefully to inspire those who have limited access to exploits of their fetishes and kinks to still live their dreams.

Well, let me recap since I have last filled this out.
I have hit IML for the third year in a row.
It was awesome: met even more great people; had a great time, so great that I got sick from extra drinking; got some great gear; and had a fun session getting tied up by Kristofer Weston in the mart!

I think there were other meet ups in there too, I think I will just splash up some photos to tide my memories and your interests...


Got tied by a buddy, this is when I wasn't feeling the best, so sorry about wearing ridiculous underwear...

Getting tied up by Mr. was pretty awesome!

These shots were taken between when the bf was groping, smacking, and otherwise playing with me.

Stay tuned for more of other sessions. I know I have some pictures and other things to throw up here.

Friday, May 10, 2013

Ruined Shirt :(

So a recent tragedy has taken a rather new piece of gear and tainted it. I had been hanging my rubber stuff in my closet to keep the wrinkles off and as I didn't have a great place to keep the burgeoning collection. This was a great way considering my setup, which has some water pipes overhead. With the spring thaw here, the pipes, which I had never had clothes under before in this time of year, started to have condensation which dripped down for probably the course of a day while I was at work.

This doesn't look that bad, but check out the next one...

See, major stain line...   :(

This basically ruined my shirt, but luckily, only my shirt. There are fun little brownish copper like stains that are on the arm and part of the collar. This was pretty devastating  and I knew that it was rare for something like stained latex to resume its color.

I took the next night to soak the shirt in some soap and water to see if any of the stain would wash or rub off. This sort of worked out, I mean, if you look at the picture below is looks about as bad, but under regular, non-flash conditions it looks way better.

Now the line on the back collar isn't as obvious, and the sleeve is a bit less obvious as well.

I am really surprised it did work out, and I hope that I don't screw up any more of my gear for the time being and have decided to store my latex in a nice storage bin to keep water out and manage the wrinkle-ness of the gear.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Selling Old Gear

I have some things up on eBay. Take a look, it isn't anything special, but at least it will let some people expand their collections, so maybe it will give some people more than it sitting in my closet!


Boyfriend Bondage Time

Over the past few months of crazy life, I have had the fortune to still spend some time both kinky and non with the BF.

This included some more experimentations with rope bondage, which isn't exactly his area of interest. And he does a great job considering my suggestions, or what he refers to as whining when it comes to ropes digging into my skin or the harness cutting my underarms. It was all a great time, and he takes these times seriously, even with the playful suggestions.

Here are a some pics of the work, with some fun focused editing.

Overall I am happy he can still handle my razzing, as I love him and he loves me back. Hope you all enjoy!

Stay tuned for some more!